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lotrspnfangirl
28 February 2015 @ 11:56 pm


What can be bonded is not to be broken. Through all life's paths, there is one road that leads us all to the same place. No matter how far we all are, no matter how strained things can seem, a bond of friendship, love and brotherhood is something that stays. No matter the distance between the friendships.

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This Journal is friends only but I am always ready to add! If you would like me to add you, just comment here and I'll see you on the other side!
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I ship love. I don't do drama. I love opinions and conversation. I expect respect for everyone on my journal.

Imporant links for me: Chrismtas 2015
 
 
lotrspnfangirl
16 March 2018 @ 05:59 pm




Title: Heat of the Moment
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Wincest,ABO
Summary: Sam sets out to prove his father and brother wrong. He’s not some knot slut, unable to control himself simply because he’s in heat. He’s in complete control. At least, until it comes to his brother.
A/N: Written for the Wincest Square on my ABO bingo card! Thanks to BenLMoore for betaing this! All remaining mistakes are my own!

You can find it on ao3 here.

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Title: Compromised
Pairing: Sam Wesson/Dean Smith
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Wincest, zombies, apocalypse
Summary: Dean Smith has come a long way from business attire and lattes -- two and half sugars, not three, please. Or, it may just be that the world has come a long way and he had to adapt. Thrown into a world where the dead is living, he and Sam Wesson find a new way of life on the outskirts of the city. The difference between life and death was black and white, you survived if you had the means to, the supplies and shelter. It didn't hurt to have someone to ride out this new crazy existence with, either.
A/N: Written for my July 2017 smpc. Repost, just bringing things over to LJ as a back up :) I… I don’t even know how this became porn. U’beta’d but hand helding done by CassondraWinchester!

You can find it on ao3 here.

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lotrspnfangirl
16 March 2018 @ 05:47 pm
Title: Pinned
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Wincest
Summary: They had been sparring since they were children, this actual position nothing new except it was always Dean pinning Sam down and critiquing where he went wrong. Being reversed wasn't why Dean was frozen under his brother’s weight on the thin blue mat. That had everything to do with the heavy weight of Sam’s dick where it lay against Dean’s lower stomach, hotter than any other part of his body.
A/N: Written for my January submission for smpc in 2017! It's a repost, just bringing things over to LJ as a back up :) Beta'd by WinchestersRaven and Mythmaverick.

You can find it on ao3 here.

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lotrspnfangirl
16 March 2018 @ 04:43 pm
... *waves*

Hello everyone!!
 
 
 
lotrspnfangirl
04 October 2017 @ 04:59 pm
Alright, so, here it is!! Next Session is November 9th :D

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13 August 2017 @ 05:59 pm
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lotrspnfangirl
13 August 2017 @ 05:58 pm
This years Gish was just as much fun as previous years! I think I had the most fun this year being able to gish with my best friends (keywielder & angelnovak) as well as a lot of the girls I did it last year with! We had an excellent team, and I made a few new friends, and we got up to some crazy stuff.

I think the highlight this year was getting to scare the crap out of my dad and despite some questionable 'cult like' behavior, we weren't arrested. So, win on that one! Also meeting Pherryt who I did art for for the Castiel Big Bang this year!!!

Now, the reason you're all actually here... Here is our team's submissions!

You can also view the submissions on Tumblr here.






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Head to part two!
 
 
lotrspnfangirl
06 April 2017 @ 08:20 pm
Coming back and seeing all of the 'changes' LJ has made...

With the semester coming to an end, I know that I'll be more active and so I want to ask --

What is everyone doing? I've seen a few posts of people mentioning going to DW, some people haven't said anything (that I've seen) and I'm still not exactly clear on what will be changing, if anything.

Anyone want to shed some light? I want to stay with my fandom lovlies! ♥
 
 
lotrspnfangirl
27 February 2017 @ 11:53 am
Is pretty much kicking my ass. As well as screwing up with my schedule and I've been struggling to remember to take my anxiety meds which, shocker, means I've been struggling really bad with anxiety lately. I honestly don't believe there are many things worse than anxiety...

It's been effecting my school work, my daily life, and my relationships. It's been completely awful and Wednesday can not come fast enough. I am meeting with a therapist that I met with back five years ago when I was first diagnosed with my anxiety disorder, and I'm glad that she was able to take me back as a patient. I felt she was very easy to talk to, she was quick and figuring out how to help me, and I am crossing my fingers that she can help me get my anxiety under control sooner rather than later.

Every day I am struggling with feelings of self-depreciation and feeling unimportant. I am having an issue with someone who I consider to be my best friend and I am scared to get my anxiety under control for only one reason: part of me isn't sure if my anxiety is the reason we're having issues. Part of me is wondering if she's using my anxiety as an excuse. Time will tell on that front, I suppose, and I guess in reality it's better to know who your real friends are... but she was there for me more than anyone else through my divorce and it will be a huge loss if our relationship has truly changed.

Also, after my appointment, I booked myself a massage and facial and I am so ready for that. Like, so ready.