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08 September 2015 @ 08:20 pm
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A story should have a beginning, a middle, and an end... but not necessarily in that order. ~Jean Luc Godard

Life can’t ever really defeat a writer who is in love with writing, for life itself is a writer’s lover until death - fascinating, cruel, lavish, warm, cold, treacherous, constant. ~Edna Ferber, A Kind of Magic, 1963

** Please note: Most of my Lord of the Rings fiction was written under _living_is_easy. **

If you’re looking for fiction art work, you can find the master list here.

Harry Potter || Kingdom Hearts || Lord of the Rings RPF || Supernatural RPF || Supernatural Character || The Walking Dead || Comment Fic || Community Challenges || Podfics

Harry Potter

Pairing: Harry/Draco

Fatally Alluring - NC17 - WIP
Before starting Hogwarts, Harry was rescued by someone he never knew existed. Escaping the Durley’s so early, allowed Harry to finally have a family and a place he belonged to. But as always, The Dark Lord has other plans for Harry. When everything changes, Harry will find
its not that easy to just walk away. Suicide attempt, angst
A03 || 1|2|3|4|5|6|7|

Kingdom Hearts

Pairing: Sora/Kairi

A Game of Hearts – Teen – WIP
Taking place after the events of KH1, Kairi finds she is the only one on her island that remembers Sora and Riku. Namine has altered the memories of Sora and all of those close to his heart. She soon discovers, however, that altering memories of the heart has unexpected consequences. As she struggles to gain her freedom, she is thrown into different Organization XIII members' plots and schemes. When you play the game of hearts, someone always comes outscorned.

Lord of the Rings RPF

Pairing: Gen

Living is Easy With Eyes Closed – R [46,767]
After Lord of the Rings, Everything fell apart. Dom lost his hope and turned to other ways in dealing with this new depression. Nothing would ever be the same. A lot of angst. Cutting, depression, drug abuse, alcohol use.
AO3|| 1| 2| 3| 4| 5| 6| 7| 8| 9| 10| 11| 12| 13| 14| 15| 16| 17| 18| 19| 20| E|

Pairing: Dominic Monaghan/Billy Boyd

Mistake – G
It was the biggest mistake, Dom would ever make...

Alright Then – NC17 [9,973]
Filming for Rings is ending... and feelings that have been pushed back, are finally surfacing.

Misery – PG
Sometimes it all just ends in misery…

Rain, Rain – PG
There was only one thing heavier then the rain outside, and that was the secret hanging over Dom's head.

The One – PG13 [1,227]
Dom Knew. What did he know? Well...

Welcome Home – NC17 [1,491]
Billy's finally coming home, and Dom can't wait for him to get there.

The List – PG13 [7,849]
Dom made a list, and Billy completed it.

Matching Desire – PG [2,130]
Desire: [n] A longing; A feeling that accompanies an unsatisfied state. Sometimes, the burning of desire can burn through a person, driving them insane, making them strive for the truth. The only hope? That their desire, their longing, their love... will be matched.

Losing You – NC17 – w/emily112 [12,396]
Two years ago, Elijah told Billy Dom wanted it to be over. It ended, and plunged Dom into a depression and Billy into regret. When they meet again, neither one of them expected what happened. They couldn't control it, and they didn't want to. They needed one another... Sometimes we just can't have what we need.

Pairing: Elijah Wood/Sean Austin

Better Than Fantasy – NC17 [4,001]
Elijah gets stuck in an elevator with the object of his desires.

Pairing: Orlando Bloom/OFC

Don’t Wanna Miss A Thing – PG
Orlando does what he loves and never really knew how much he loved her.

Supernatural RPF

Pairing: Jared Padalecki/Jensen Ackles

Long Fics

Wireless Connection - Teen [25,866]
Jared finds stress relief in Twitter as a second-year nursing student. Over summer break, he becomes friends with Jackles @profjackles, aka Jensen. He doesn't even know what Jensen looks like, but he can’t help from falling for the man he met online anyway. Their relationship changes unexpectedly when Jensen accepts a new job at Jared's university. Nursing school is not nearly as hard as discovering that the guy you've fallen for is actually your professor.

Underneath the Oak Tree – NC17 – WIP
Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki met at the Ackles’ Farm as children in southern Vermont. Coming out as gay in the 60’s isn’t easy, neither is raising four kids on a farm. But together, they learn the struggles, values, and precious moments that life has to offer. Angst, homophobia, character death. See Master Post for full information

Screaming Color – NC17 [76,365]
Jared escapes his hometown, and his past, for a fresh start in the bright and busy city of New York. He prays the change of scenery will hide the scars, both physical and mental. All he wants is a fresh start, and freedom from the one who is still holding him back. Jensen has been stationed in the city for the better part of the last four years. He has made some of the best friends he could have ever hoped to have. Still, he refrains from sharing all of himself, knowing the repercussions of being completely honest. When they finally get together, neither one wants to let their fears or scars hold them back. But when the world around you doesn’t actually know you, and the demons of your past threaten to break you, can love really conqueror all? Rape (not Jensen/Jared)
AO3||LJ || Spanish Translation

Crash Into Me – NC17 [16,378]
All Jensen wants is a fresh start. He didn’t, however, expect to find it in the only other survivor of their bus wreck while stranded in Northern Maine in a blizzard. Near death experience

One Shots

Who You Belong To - NC17 [2,450]
Jensen sees the video clip of Jared dragging Misha’s hand up his thigh during a panel. He was less impressed than the audience was, and when he finally got Jared to himself, he decided to remind him who he belonged to.
AO3 || LJ

Kiss Me - NC17 [4,869]
Worst case scenario: Jensen would be freaked out and spend the next three weeks until graduation, completely avoiding Jared and not speaking to him. And as much as that would hurt… It was only a dollar to get a kiss from Jensen at the kissing booth.
AO3 || LJ

Night Like This - NC17 [3,209]
Jensen’s Momma used to tell him that anything could happen on a night like this, and he sure was glad that meant meeting Jared Padalecki at midnight in the rain.
AO3 || LJ

Suds in the Bucket - NC17 [3,185]
Jared had been hard for Jensen for three days now, tortured by watching the man drag himself all over the Impala, and it was Jared’s turn to spread him out.
AO3 || LJ

Working Hard – NC17 [3,564]
Dr. Jared Padalecki hasn't been able to focus on work since Nursing Supervisor Jensen Ackles was hired... Barebacking, medical jargon, seizure/vomiting/withdrawal

You’re Worth It – NC17 [9,673]
Jared has been, and always will be, in love with the gorgeous football quarterback Tom Welling. Tom finds Jared’s ‘crush’ amusing and frequently uses Jared, but refuses to date him or acknowledge there’s any sort of relationship at all. Concerned, Jared’s friends Chad and Sandy are through with Jared skipping out on the potential for a real relationship with someone who will treat Jared like he deserves and think Tom needs to be taught a lesson on taking people for granted. Enter Jensen, a college sophomore who owes his cousin Sandy a favor and who is the perfect ‘fake boyfriend’ to make even Tom Welling jealous.

Quiet – NC17 [984]
Jared warned Jensen to be quiet…

It’s Not My Birthday – NC17 [1,918]
Jensen bought Jared a cake, even though it’s not his birthday. Jared decided to show Jensen the best way to eat frosting.

Motivation Series
Proper Motivation
– NC17 [2,120]
Jared is finding it hard to concentrate on his lines when his co-star is so goddamn hot. (A/U - not actors on Supernatural)

Proper Compensation – NC17 [1,797]
Jared finds Jensen was worth the wait.

The Pick Up Line – NC17 [6,719]
Jensen is bet to pick up the bartender using the cheesiest pick-up lines he possibly can.

Stand Me Up – NC17 [3,319]
Jensen Ackles was drunk. And he was not going to settle for being stood up.

Once More – NC17 [1,470]
After Jared's death, Jensen doesn't know how to go on. All he wants is one more day. Character Death

Pairing: Jared Padalecki/Misha Collins

When You Like Someone - PG13 - [6,398]
Misha returns back home after a bad break up. The last thing he expects is for Youth Director, Jared Padalecki, to step in and pick up the pieces when everything else seems to be falling apart.

Supernatural Character

Pairing: Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester

Heat of the Moment - NC17 [4,120]
Sam sets out to prove his father and brother wrong. He’s not some knot slut, unable to control himself simply because he’s in heat. He’s in complete control. At least, until it comes to his brother.

Compromised – NC17 [3,832]
Dean Smith has come a long way from business attire and lattes -- two and half sugars, not three, please. Or, it may just be that the world has come a long way and he had to adapt. Thrown into a world where the dead is living, he and Sam Wesson find a new way of life on the outskirts of the city. The difference between life and death was black and white, you survived if you had the means to, the supplies and shelter. It didn't hurt to have someone to ride out this new crazy existence with, either.

Pinned - NC17 [2,523]
They had been sparring since they were children, this actual position nothing new except it was always Dean pinning Sam down and critiquing where he went wrong. Being reversed wasn't why Dean was frozen under his brother’s weight on the thin blue mat. That had everything to do with the heavy weight of Sam’s dick where it lay against Dean’s lower stomach, hotter than any other part of his body.

The First Time - NC17 [2,380]
It was their first time. Not their first time kissing, or even their first time fucking, but their first time where they were able to take their time.

Prompted – NC17 [7,397]
Sam got more than he bargained for when he started reading fanfiction.
AO3||LJ||Chinese Translation

Back Seat Driver – NC17 [3,353]
Sam finally got what he wanted. Now he just had to convince Dean. Basically PWP

Pairing: Sam Winchester/Castiel

Saving Grace – NC17 – WIP
Sam has been in a mental intuition for most of his life and has accepted the fact that he would never be out, would never be normal. When a new psychiatrist takes over his case, he begins asking different questions and Sam starts to think that maybe, just maybe, he can be saved. Angst, suicide attempt, character death, self-mutilation, institutionalized

Pairing: Dean Winchester/Castiel

Long Fics

Losing Faith - Mature – WIP
Lucas, Gabriel, and Castiel find themselves at the mercy of their Uncle Zachariah who took them in after their parents demise, eager to teach them that the reason their parents died were for their sins and determined to set the boys on the path of righteousness. Eager to please, Castiel does his best to keep his Uncle happy, to do as he's told, even as his brothers fall apart around him. When Castiel wakes up one morning after dreaming of a boy, he realizes he's failed. He's bad, dirty, wrong. And according to his Uncle's teaching, his doom is sure to be upon him. Dean Winchester, however, doesn't see it that way. And though Castiel is losing faith in himself, in his family, in the religion he's lived and breathed for the last ten years, he'd finding something stronger. Drabble series

Poisk Istiny [Finding Truth] – NC17 - w/ angelnovak [119,786]
A rival family is stealing the Patricolo Family’s Boston shipments and collecting a neat payday five hours away on the streets of Brooklyn and Manhattan. Their Don, Dean Winchester, is wary about reaching out to a long-time New York ally. The Russian Bratvas do things differently. The young Pakhan, Castiel Krushnic, is hard-nosed and violent and while violence is mainstay in any underworld family, this boss has a special flair for it. It leaves an uncomfortable taste in Don Winchester’s mouth. Encouraged by his Consigliere, Bobby Singer, he finally relents. The Pakhan is quite different from what he was expecting. Dean learns the man’s secret by accident and decides to keep it to himself. They have bigger fish to fry as they discover traitors in both of their organizations while their enemy ups the stakes for each of them. After members of each family are kidnapped, the stakes get even higher. Betrayed from within leads to exposing long held secrets and when long denied desires are unleashed it puts each of them on a path that will change their lives forever. Murder, Mob Bosses, Mafia, Crime, Crime family, angst, ABO, mpreg
AO3||LJ -- LJ is NOT the most current draft, reposted and editing 2017 on AO3

My Baby Wrote Me a Letter NC17 - w/ angelnovak[61,656]
Stuck in a town that is far from accepting of inter-species couples, Alpha Demon Dean Winchester and Angel Omega Castiel Novak find themselves in a whirlwind romance that they are forced to keep hidden until they can escape their small town. They beat the prejudice by keeping a secret notebook for correspondence and sneak stolen moments in the back of the library. June, and graduation, can not come fast enough.

Seasons of Love - NC17 [WIP]
Dean finds a homeless injured and pregnant Omega out on the streets. Although reluctant, the Omega Castiel finally agrees to let the Alpha take him home, just for one night. Slowly, through Dean's determination to help and Castiel's wariness about heading back onto the streets, they form an understanding, a friendship. And maybe, just maybe, something more.

Angel Noir - NC17 - w/ angelnovak [WIP]
The Devil's Pit was always the place to be - at least for Dean and Sam Winchester. The food and beer was cheap and the music was good; what more could they ask for? When a new bar opens down the block, Dean cringed when he thought of the types of food and drink and music a place called Angel Noir would have. But there was something about the sign-- always funny, witty or charming-- that kept drawing him back. And maybe, just maybe, it had something to do with the attractive bar owner too...

Take Two – R – w/pippin1983 [109,846]
Dean and Castiel get drunkenly married at 19. It’s bold, it’s rash, it’s being a young and in love. After Dean walked out, Castiel tried to move and after ten years, he’s decided to marry again. The only thing standing in his way is his legal marriage. Dean, however, wants a second chance to prove that he’s grown up, he’s matured, but his love for Castiel has never changed.

One Shots

Never Too Late - NC17 w/ angelnovak [11,189]
When it mattered the most, Alpha Dean Winchester failed to stand up for his mate, Omega Castiel Novak, and for their relationship. Rejected, Castiel disappeared, leaving Dean to live the next five years with overwhelming guilt, drowned by an apology he could never give. When their high school throws a reunion, Dean hardly expects to see Castiel there -- but fate has its own plan. Discarded by his mate and angry, Castiel seizes the opportunity to tell Dean exactly what he’s been through. But sometimes, the other road has been just as hard. They can never go back and change what happened, can never get their lost years back. But maybe they can fix what was broken, because sometimes, it’s never too late. angst, implied suicide/self harm, ABO

Tripping Over Tombstones - NC17 w/angelnovak [7,221]
Falling in love with your best friend is a bad idea -- it’s never mutual, no matter what the movies say. Dean Winchester knows that the best course of action is to suck it up and ignore the fact he’s been in love with Castiel for the better part of the last ten years. After all, losing his friendship would be much worse than risking something he’s never had. The realization that Castiel eventually could find someone else never truly occurred to him…

Part of the Presented, Chased, Mated Series
- Teen [6,524]
True mates aren’t real; its a fallacy, a good bedtime story, and he, frankly, has more to worry about than that as a newly presented omega. His friends, however, have a different take on things and maybe, just maybe, having Castiel Novak as his true mate wouldn’t be so bad. ABO

The Doctor is In - NC17 w/angelnovak [6,075]
Dean was panicking. All he wanted was to enjoy his new purchase, but no, of course it would have to break off inside of him. But, Sam would come out soon and he would help him. That was the perks of having a doctor for a brother. When Sam scoffs at the idea of helping him out, Dean doesn't expect his own Doctor Sexy to walk into the room. He's so screwed. ABO, Medical jargon

In The Name of Science - NC17 w/angelnovak [4,389]
“Do you know about angel ruts, Dean? Do you know what will happen if you let me have you? I don’t want to just use your body to quell my urges,” Cas leaned in even closer, pressed his forehead against the hunter’s, “I want to mate you Dean, make you mine, and angels mate for life.” He met Dean’s verdant eyes. “No more one night stands, no other warm bodies in your bed. You will be mine and mine only, Dean Winchester. So tell me, do you still want this?” “Yes,” Dean whispered against Cas’ lips before closing the distance between them completely. ABO, Wing Kink


It Started in a Barn - NC17 [5,278]
It's funny how it takes a life or death situation to make you realize everything you could've lost. Dean met Castiel in a run down barn, it's only fair this is where it starts.

It Was The Way - Mature [2,046]
It doesn't happen overnight; it develops with time and through the little moments in life. It was the way that Dean was that meant the world to Castiel.

Mistletoe - Teen [2,267]
Dean and Castiel end up cursed by some mistletoe and are forced to stay within a small perimeter of one another until they break it-- with a kiss.

I’ll Handle Him - NC17 [1,403]
While Sam tried to find a cure for Dean’s demonism, Castiel offers to handle the situation by watching over Demon Dean. He straps himself to Dean, using the Demon Trap handcuffs, and finds himself torn between wanting to kill Dean or kill himself. Dean is driving him crazy, but Castiel’s got this, he can handle him.

Thank You, Dean - NC17 [667]
Cas thinks Dean deserves to be thanked for everything he does.

Pairing: Gen

For You, Sammy - PG [2,274]
Dean hasn't seen Sam in at least fifteen years. Sam accomplished everything he dreamed of and there's nothing in this world Dean wouldn't give to make sure nothing jeopardizes that, even his own happiness.
AO3 || LJ

Rust - PG [815]
After Dean and Sam were gone, I was left alone and waiting. Impala POV, post SPN.

The Walking Dead

Pairing: Rick Grimes/Daryl Dixon

The Dead Inside - NC17 - WIP
The Dead are walking, changing the reality of everyday life at every turn. Every moment becomes a struggle, a fight for each breath taken. They're living in an apocalypse, and Rick Grimes finds himself struggling to find his place in his family and the group of people he's saved. Daryl Dixon wants to go back to the things he knew -- solitary and his older brother. But the challenges of living in a dystopian world force them all to face their new realities in ways they would never have imagined. Because really, surviving the dead outside is nothing compared to surviving the dead inside.

Comment Fic

Prompt by cozy_coffee. – Supernatural - Sam & Dean – PG
“Dean?” Sammy’s voice was frantic, his chubby fingers tearing at the comforter Dean had pulled up over his head.

Prompt by leni_ba – Supernatural – Dean/Castiel – PG
Castiel was completely out of his element.

Prompt by cozy_coffee – Supernatural – Sam & Dean – PG
“What’s wrong? Going to run home and cry to your mommy?”

Prompt by ivotedforsaxon - Anita Blake - Anita/Jean Claude - PG-13?
Anita felt herself melting against Jean Claude, his cool fingers skimming underneath the thin tank top she wore, sending shivers down her spine.

Prompt by tigriswolf -- Harry Potter -- Gen Sirius -- PG
Sirius blinked his eyes, wincing back against the sudden burn of light that flooded his senses.

Prompt by reeby10-- Supernatural -- Sam/Jess - PG
Sam sighed, completely overwhemled as he looked around the store.

Prompt by reeby10 -- Harry Potter -- Gen Harry, Hagrid -- PG
The sun was shining; warm, bright.

Prompt by reeby10 -- Supernatural -- Gen Dean -- PG
“Shake it off, Shake it off,” Dean Winchester was singing to Taylor Swift, his hips moving along with the beat in his head as he used the bar of soap in his hand as a microphone.

Prompt by cozy_coffee -- Supernatural -- Gen Winchesters -- PG -- Major Character Death
Dean Winchester was desperate.

Tables for spn_30snapshots
Tables can be found here.

Experimental Bingo Card for spnspiration

parataxis futurism second person POV radical revision fabulism
Consumed, PG
enjambment fish-eye omniscient POV impressionism deep focus
Heat, PG-13
pointillism mixed media Wild Space broken POV monster POV
dramatic zoom punctuation play unconventional mediums dark future tense
logical chaos inanimate object POV epistolary Thingstiel Graphic poetry
Rust, PG

Big Damn Table for slash_me_twice (unofficially)

001. Shadow. 002. Light. 003. Truth. 004. Lie. 005. Dare.
006. Solid. 007. Liquid. 008. Danger. 009. Sharp. 010. Blurred.
011. Free. 012. Bound. 013. Magic. 014. Time. 015. Spirit.
016. Chance. 017. House. 018. Street. 019. City. 020. Country.
021. Cage. 022. Arena. 023. Rainbow. 024. Wind. 025. I.
026. You. 027. We. 028. Innocence. 029. Guilt. 030. Spark.
031. Flame. 032. Past. 033. Present. 034. Future. 035. Pause.
036. Progress. 037. Flavor. 038. Aroma. 039. Fabric. 040. Dance.
041. Clean. 042. Dirty. 043. Candle. 044. Fantasy. 045. Reality.
046. Oval. 047. Whole. 048. Incomplete/Partial. 049. Coffee. 050. Animal.
051. High. 052. Low. 053. Trolley. 054. Tower. 055. Carriage.
056. Silver. 057. Butterfly. 058. Mask. 059. Sculpture. 060. Freak.
061. Normal. 062. Meeting. 063. Masterpiece. 064. Ghost. 065. Match.
066. Penny. 067. Mouse. 068. Revenge. 069. Forgive. 070. Science.
071. Kink. 072. Safe. 073. Strip. 074. Flower. 075. Famous.
076. Anonymous. 077. Poison. 078. Cure. 079. Moonlight. 080. Sunbeam.
081. Blood. 082. Metal. 083. Love. 084. Hate. 085. Indifference.
086. Sphinx. 087. Phoenix. 088. Magazine. 089. Ball. 090. String.
091. Plane. 092. Milk. 093. Voice. 094. Lick. 095. Need.
096. Sand. 097. Ice cream. 098. Mail/email. 099. Map. 100. Game.

Supernatural RPF

Unexpected Alpha by theatregirl7299 - NC17 [00:26:00]
As a responsible unattached Omega, Jensen always reported to his designated center for his heat. As a responsible unattached Alpha, Jared always reported to a center that needed him...as long as Jensen wasn’t there. It always worked for the two roommates – until Jensen goes into heat early.
LJ || Fic Link